Real Talk

What am I supposed to do with all these feelings? I simply feel too much and too often.

And I ask myself “why?”

If these feelings were pleasant, perhaps I wouldn't have too many complaints.

But apparently I bought a one way ticket for the lifetime struggle bus

What happened?

I used to be so good at being passive and suppressing all my emotions until I found the appropriate time and place to unleash them.

But it’s getting harder and harder to pretend that I’m O.K.

I have lost my grip on everything and my life feels like it’s in shambles and I do not have the emotional capacity to handle any of it.

So there you have it, folx.

Life sucks and then you die.