What am I supposed to do with all these feelings? I simply feel too much and too often.
And I ask myself “why?”
If these feelings were pleasant, perhaps I wouldn't have too many complaints.
But apparently I bought a one way ticket for the lifetime struggle bus
I used to be so good at being passive and suppressing all my emotions until I found the appropriate time and place to unleash them.
But it’s getting harder and harder to pretend that I’m O.K.
I have lost my grip on everything and my life feels like it’s in shambles and I do not have the emotional capacity to handle any of it.
So there you have it, folx.
Life sucks and then you die.